Saturday, April 08, 2006

(REPOST) HELL NO! I'M NOT TURNING DOWN MY LIGHT FOR YOU!

DISCLAIMER: This post is dedicated to what Kanye West calls 'The Dreamkillers' or what i call HATERS. We all have them (some more than others) and i've accepted the reality that they aint going away anytime soon. I've also learned how NOT to allow them to steal my joy or make me turn down the light that shines within me. Warning-this piece contains a few bad words :) (after all we are talkin to the haters)



HELL NO! I'M NOT TURNING DOWN MY LIGHT FOR YOU!


What? u want me to turn down my light for you? why b/c the brightness reminds u of how much u don't like yourself or b/c it makes you uncomfortable to be around somebody who does. i know u are intimidated by my honesty b/c u surround yourself with people (your so called friends and sometimes family) who support your drama by constantly lying to you b/c they are afraid to hurt your feelings. I've heard you say "he's too much" and "he thinks he's all that" when referring to me and you know what I FULLY AGREE! I am too much in fact I'm more than too much I'M MUCH MORE! and since when did they start giving our mind reading degrees? (please share the knowledge cuz i need to get me one of those) You can't tell me what i THINK until you've been in my head but for the record, I DO THINK I'M ALL THAT b/c if I didn't WHO WOULD? (i know i cant count on u for that) i can't help the fact that my light shines bright where ever i go and people notice it. the thing you fail to understand is THAT IS NOT MY ISSUE! I DON'T CARE if people notice it, are uncomfortable with it, don't like it, etc. THAT'S THEIR PROBLEM & THEIR WORK TO DO...i'm ok with me and besides i'm working with a GIFT given to me by my creator and it FORCES me to shine. I'm not scared and will NEVER be afraid of you b/c he ALWAYS has my back and he ALWAYS takes care of me. so do me a favor, stop hating and start trying to figure out how u can turn up your light instead of letting other people keep it dim. stop hating and maybe you can actually digest some of the positive energy it gives off that you've missed b/c of your hate, stop trying to engage others in your hate b/c they see something you don't and while yes you will find a few others like yourself with dim lights, you are gonna run into many more people with lights that are bright (sometimes brighter than mine!)in case you hadn't noticed, i'm not going anywhere and to answer your question, HELL NO! I'm NOT TURNING DOWN MY LIGHT FOR YOU! Last but certainly not least, i have a motto by which i live my life and I want to share it with you to help you better understand how to relate to me going forward. My motto is "LIKE ME OR LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!" Good luck on your journey to find peace....

9 comments:

Baracutey said...

...this little light of mine.. I'm gonna let it shine!!!

Keep on keepin on man. Haters are going to do what haters do best and nothing else!

Clay said...

i feel ya on this man!!!!!!

4GOTTEN1 said...

Intense but very much understandable

LUVIN ME said...

Loved It!

Tell the haters to put on their Sun glasses and Shut the F*** Up!

Shine On!

DizYaBoy said...

damn ... KEEP YA LIGHTS ON THEN!

Charles X said...

i understand your anger, but i wouldnt give that bitch any shine!

No4real4real said...

Remain shining bright baby!!!

Dynasty said...

WOW! This is the realest shit I've ever read. I just want to print this and hand it out to all the haters that try to put my light out...Real talk...

Keep shining...the light comes from within...

You've just gotten another reader...

MYREASONISMYSON said...

i like it.......